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Feb. 9th, 2010

03:25 pm - Listening to the Thermals and cold, cold, cold

We're about to get another foot and a half of snow. To the L.A.'ers out there...F you!

Things are going well here, I feel a lot less restless than I used to. Work is going fine, it's kind of becoming whatever again, and that's all I ask for (isn't that sad?)

Anyway, hi.

Nov. 10th, 2009

01:38 pm - Pseudo Adulthood isn't Pseudo enough...

I sometimes just want to spend all my money on beer and concerts and records and video games. I want to dump my savings account and waste it on nonsense and start over again. I want to play fuzzy guitar for a lofi punk band consisting of me and my friends. I want to work as a waiter for the next few years and live a dirtball lifestyle. sometimes.

"his feet were torn/by his skateboard/ripped jeans to shorts/won't do no chores/ I'm so bored/ I'm so bored"
-Wavves

Oct. 20th, 2009

02:43 pm - "Maybe if I really try with all of my heart..."

The winter's coming. Fall's here, but winter seems to be on its way pretty quick.

I've devolved, I'm less interesting. I need to get back to a point where I'm someone I would want to spend time with. It's too much work, really. Too many late nights polishing glass and running food and asking Greeks if they understand that a steak cooked medium will be "Hot red in the middle, bright pink to the edges...does that sound right to you?"

I used to write, not a lot, not constantly, but I used to write. This is the most I've mustered since June. I'm tricking myself into reading again by reading horror, but I used to really read. The New Yorker subscription is on the way, so that will help too.

How do I get interested in myself again? And how do I keep the people I love interested in me?

Current Music: Girls - "Lust for Life"

Sep. 2nd, 2009

08:58 am - I just want/ four walls and Adobe slats/ for my girls

Server training starts today. It's going to be a long fall but I think I'm going to make an insane amount of money. More money than I've ever made. If people are making up to $200/night in our slowest month, i think things will look good for me this fall.

Sunday is the Making Time Pool Party. I'm going! !!! (chk chk chk) and a pool and Broadzilla and Dos Segundos catering? Okay!

Aug. 5th, 2009

09:41 am - Yes!

Employee of the month! I rock.

May. 19th, 2009

09:38 am - Dreams and burnt fingers!

I have burnt fingers from work. Big, nasty blisters from picking up plates that have been put in the Broiler (!?!?!?!) to keep the steaks warm! Youch!

Also, I've been having mad weird dreams. At work wearing the wrong shirt and sitting at a guest's table while I'm cleaning it off. All the while feeling like my head is being pushed down.

Also, a different dream where I dug in the dirt where this guy told me and found two big bars of gold.

Despite the dreams about money and work and my burnt fingers and the late hours...I really like working at the restaurant.

May. 4th, 2009

11:45 am - Job I Got

Yesss, finally have a job. It's at Del Frisco's, which is an extremely expensive fancy steak house in the same company as Sullivan's. I'm excited about it. I just want to be out of the house, doing something else! Yes.

It's a big relief.

I think I'm a food runner, or a barback, or a busser. Probably all three. I actually like that work, to be honest. All the smiles and politeness and being charming of a waiter, no room for error. Nice!

Apr. 26th, 2009

10:34 pm

Saves the Day was so good! Only one song from Through Being Cool, but it was still an amazing show!

Apr. 23rd, 2009

12:01 pm - Concert Weekend.

First I do right by 4th grade me...

-The Presidents of the United States of America @ The Troc on Friday

Then I do right by 11th grade me...

-Saves the Day and Alkaline Trio @ Starland Ballroom on Saturday

Current Music: "Last night I dreamt you called..."

Apr. 14th, 2009

02:50 pm - It's probably not popular to write fantasy-fiction...

but I can't stop thinking about it right now. It's all magic and spells and such. I'm into it, you may not be, that's totally okay.

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