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"Maybe if I really try with all of my heart..." - Well we made love like a pair of black wizards

Oct. 20th, 2009

02:43 pm - "Maybe if I really try with all of my heart..."

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The winter's coming. Fall's here, but winter seems to be on its way pretty quick.

I've devolved, I'm less interesting. I need to get back to a point where I'm someone I would want to spend time with. It's too much work, really. Too many late nights polishing glass and running food and asking Greeks if they understand that a steak cooked medium will be "Hot red in the middle, bright pink to the edges...does that sound right to you?"

I used to write, not a lot, not constantly, but I used to write. This is the most I've mustered since June. I'm tricking myself into reading again by reading horror, but I used to really read. The New Yorker subscription is on the way, so that will help too.

How do I get interested in myself again? And how do I keep the people I love interested in me?

Current Music: Girls - "Lust for Life"

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From:xxwithlove
Date:October 21st, 2009 02:36 am (UTC)
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Here's a tip: Go to FEARnet.com! Your pictures are all over it. Maybe you'll discover the writer within by reflecting on photos of yourself with neck gashes.
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